My son has to start daycare in a week. I did the best I could at picking out the best facility but I'm so worried that I've already "ruined" him and that this transition is going to be brutal. I knew my 12 weeks off would go fast so I hold him so much in the daytime. I have just started to get him on any sort of nap routine. I'm scared he will cry all day because of this. I'm scared that they won't let me bring him back because of his crying. I'm scared no one will have time to soothe him when he's upset. I'm scared that he will never learn to nap without being held so he will just never nap and be cranky all the time. Every day it gets closer I get so much more anxious. I knew I was holding him too much as it was happening but I let it happen anyway. ☹️😭😔