so frustrated !!!!

I honestly can't stand this morning sickness. The only reason I try to push thru is because I love my little blueberry and I would never be that selfish to say forget it it's too much. I'm so greatful to be pregnant and can't wait to be a mom but I'm really drowning in this feeling of being sick.  I've lost 6 pounds and the sight smell even reading a word describing food.  Makes me so sick and I have tried every medicine under the sun to help with it. So far nothing works and I landed in the er for it just to get a break and some zofran and a nap. I really don't know what else to do. And to top it off it's affecting my relationship because I'm not able to even be happy or loving. Everything annoys me because I feel so awful when all I want is to be hungry and enjoying this pregnancy