My husband and I lost our first when we were 11 w 1 d. When we got pregnant again, I didn't know if I should be happy or nervous. So the anticipation of going to our 12 week check up appointment was overwhelming. My midwife is amazing and started out right away with calming our nerves. She brought in an ultrasound machine and started laughing. Our baby was kicking and you could see a rapid heartbeat. What a sigh of relief after a period of grief. Here's to our little rainbow baby! 👶🏼🌈