uncertainty

Lemon
I had my first miscarriage three days ago, it was my first pregnancy as well. 
My whole life I have wanted nothing more than to be a mom, but now I'm not sure if I ever even want to try again. 
I know it may be the grief speaking, and I know that I can and will most likely carry a child to full term, but right now I feel so depressed. 
I feel like I don't want to try ever again.