2.5 weeks postpartum

Mariah • Stay at home Mommy to a handsom almost 2yr old! Wife of almost 5yrs!
Is anyone else dealing with Baby blues/PPD? If so how are you getting through it? This is legitimately the most difficult thing I've EVER had to do. I just wanna be happy. I wanna look at my baby and cry with joy not with whatever the fuck this is. This is awful! To anyone who has to deal with depression on a daily basis, I want to personally say I'm sorry that you have to live like this. No one deserves it...