Just need to get this off my chest

I've gone through 4 miscarriages in less than a year!I'm terrified of getting pregnant again bc in my heart I know I will miscarry!for some reason I can't make it past 4 and a half weeks.....the lines get darker,the digital says positive....I don't know what's going on? Hoping to talk to someone this week so I can finally get some answers. ...

I have 2 kids with my last marriage so I don't understand why I can't stay pregnant. ...

My heart is breaking!I just want my husband to be a father to his own flesh and blood!he's an amazing father to my kids but I want him to have his own

Sorry for ranting on,just had to get that out

First pic from May 2016,second one is from a few days ago (I lost the baby the same day I took that test)

Both times I started bleeding 6 days after finding out I was pregnant

The second miscarriage happened 2 days after I tested positive

The third miscarriage I only got faint lines and was 15 days late (which I never am)

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Mi

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Make sure to get your thyroid checked! Some years ago I had troubles with ovulation for two years and three miscarriages, turned out it was because my thyroid decided to not do it's job properly.I'm still trying to find the courage to start ttc with my current SO. Afraid to have another miscarriage and afraid ttc taking a long time and maybe ruining this relationship too.