missing my bumps

I'm really torn, my husband and I would love to try for a fourth child but I have decided to finish my college education in physical therapy and don't want any distractions right now, but I would so love to be pregnant one last time. I miss my bumps, feeling sweet kicks, watching my belly grow.  2nd and 3rd bump. My baby is going to be 6 and start kindergarten this year! 😭