I feel so sad so say this especially because my husband and I worked so hard to get pregnant but I am 12 weeks and this is the worst experience ever. I do not enjoy this I have had every possible side effects or symptoms that women experience in the first trimester.. I have been in bed for 3 months puking and can't eat and miserable. I can't function at all my nose bleeds I'm spitting which is the most disgusting thing every and I have the worst phlegm on my chest that just won't go away.. I have headaches and I think my digestive system just shut down all together and let's not get started on my bladder it's like it has a mind of its own these days... I've been held captive in my house for three months because the only place I feel safe is close to my toilet... don't get me wrong I'm greatful for the opportunity that god has given my husband an I but OMG I'm praying everyday that this pregnancy sticks and I get a beautiful baby boy or girl because I just can not and will not do this again... I am not enjoying this at all..I take like 8 showers a day to try to feel normal like I'm washing the symptoms away but once I get out I feel like shit all over again.. I read about this food aversion to alcohol and junk I've had a food aversion to everything even water I can't even drink I'm so tirsty all the time and starving.. for three months I have only been able to eat burnt toast no butter no nothing it sits on my stomach for maybe an hour an up it goes... I've tried every remedy that I've read about and nothing works.. I'm so sorry if this is offensive to anyone and I don't mean to sound ungreatful at all but I'm around so many pregnant women and their like oh it's great I feel wonderful I just want to punch them in the face... the worst is going to the doctor while I'm sitting there with my spit cut and basically looking like I'm gonna pass the hell out women come in there with fresh face make up looking like America's next top maternity models while i feel like death. I can not wait for this to be over and I've already make it more than clear to my husband the only way he's getting another baby is if he gets another women pregnant cause I'm done... I will not do this to myself on purpose again... ok ladies again I don't mean to upset anyone I'm just having the hardest time ever and need to vent cause I think my husband is getting tired of me. Lol 😒😭🍼🍽🔫 please tell me I'm not the only one that feels this way.. cause I feel like the worst person ever for having these feelings.