anyone have that one person who you'll never get over?

Miranda • Mommy to five beauties 😘
Anyone have that one person that you just feel you can't get over? I have one guy who I feel like I always think about, I always want to talk to, and I always want to be around. But... I'm engaged to another man, and have a baby. This guy was my first, we were never a couple, just fuck buddies but I always had feelings involved. He's told me many times how much he liked me and how he wished we had made something into it. He texts me, and it's like all the sudden my stomach drops. I have never felt this way about my fiancé, but I love my fiancé a lot.