boyfriend troubles

I know I should always be happy to be with my boyfriend but right now I feel so fucking shitty (excuse my French). I feel bad and selfish for wanting to spend time with my boyfriend on Valentine's day but since we're both broke and have no cars there's no way we can see eachother. He doesn't live right across from me or anything so it's a DRIVE. He lost his job so he's been looking for a new one. I've offered to help him but he won't let me. He's bad at following up so I'm sure opportunities have passed. I hate this month so much. Am I wrong for wanting to see him that day? For feeling so down about what's been going on? I'm trying my best to support him and everything but that's all I can do from my end.