Feeling less confident w boyfriend

I love my guy. We've been together for years now. I just never take pictures or get ready anymore. I don't feel good about myself. He never complaints me when i do get ready maybe that's it? When we fight he will say things about other girls or kinda hint that I'm not "all that" but then there are times he makes me feel amazing. Idk. But i do know I feel like crap about myself. Before we were together there were lots of guys trying to get with me. He's been my first everything. Idk what I should do to make myself feel good again.. I would always love taking selfies and just being myself. I just feel so depressed lately. My guy knows this but it doesn't really seem to phase him.