My husband and I were off since Wednesday since we were told we lost our baby . This weekend has been so hard and going through all the pain that I went though then yesterday we sent balloons off to our little girl in heaven including a note that we wrote to her . Which gave us both some peace and we miss her but we sent the balloons up and we both swear that it got to a certain point in the sky and it's like God's angels came down and grabbed them and took them to our little girl . But today is another day of dealing with our loss and I don't feel like answering people about how is you and the baby doing ? I don't and sadly to say I work retail and I see babies and pregant women all the time and I know I'll be sad . But we both feel like we will be pregnant with our rainbow baby by the end of the year . This is and probably will be one of the most awful pain my husband and I will ever feel . Just want it all to go away and have my little girl back