rollercoaster of emotions

This past week has been a rollercoaster emotionally. I took two frer curve handles that had seemed to have vvfls. Also experienced some light spotting past two days. Not enough to collect on a pantyliner just when going to the bathroom. I was super optimistic about today's test.  Well I took an original frer that lays flat this morning.. And nothing. My period isn't due for another 2 days, but I feel like I should've seen something on today's test 😞 I'm so distraught.