Hey ladies. I was dating this guy for the past 4 months and I really liked him. I don't really get in my feelings about guys and I've never had a boyfriend but I think he was the first person I ever loved and I was under the impression we were working towards a long term relationship. Well anyway he has complicated history with another girl he's known for 10 years and I found out he's still been seeing her so I broke it off last night after we had a long conversation. But damn it was one of the hardest things I've ever done and I cried all day today. What makes me feel even worse is he was heartbroken as well because he had genuine feelings for me too.