Some days look Bloated and some days tummy seems small no movement yet ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿป๐ŸŒˆ

I'm going to be 18 weeks tomorrow, haven't felt any movements. Once in awhile i get a little butterfly feeling but can't tell if that's gas or not. I haven't been pregnant in 18 years. This will be #5 for me all my others ย are grown up. Just turned 43 and praying everything continues to go ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฝ fine ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿป๐ŸŒˆ it's so hard not to worry. I'm always worried something will go wrong ๐Ÿ˜’ I'm trying to not think this way, had a miscarriage at 8 weeks last year so it's always in the back of my mind ๐Ÿ˜ฉ this is our rainbow girl ๐ŸŽ€ and we are both thrilled ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ˜so praying for the best and for all ย mommies to be and those trying to conceive ๐Ÿ˜‡