scared to take another test

Jessica
Just needing advice, I'm just about to be late. Every month I feel like I go through the same battle of wondering if my symptoms are from pregnancy or just another period. I will say this month I've had tremendous heart burn, worse than I've ever experienced.  I get to the point of trying not to get my hopes up and it makes me not want to take a test! Am I crazy to feel this way? I guess a side of me thinks if I get my period, at least I won't have to get my hopes up for a negative pregnancy test. Or the opposite of being so late that I just have to be pregnant. I almost drove to the pharmacy today and turned around. My husband and I have been trying for over a year, we are just hoping for a little miracle this week, any prayers or positive vibes are appreciated.