Mixed Emotions

Naomi

I want to have a baby so bad. My husband and I never use protection. I post about it a few times and all my friends are out of state so I don't have my girlfriends to talk to.

I had sex 2 days into my period and then I stopped a day and a half later with ovulation right after. We've had sex 4 times after that and I've prayed about it. I never thought Id have kids. Its a 50/50 shot. I finally told myself a few months ago that I was okay without having babies and maybe it just wasnt in the books for me. But now I just feel that I really could be. Like how you have that hunch. But I just don't want to be heart broken. I needed somewhere to vent and I love this app. I love the support. ❤