When everyone around you is pregnant except you..

Dude last week i dreamt i had twins. Thought it was a good sign. But tested today and its negative and period is late. Then my cousin (who i dont like) texts me just now saying shes pregnant with twins! Feeling happy for her but also feeling defeated and disappointed in my situation. I know so many friends and family who are pregnant or just gave birth. And some are on their 3rd child!