Been rough (s.o. rant )

Candice • Hi I'm a mom of 2 a boy and girl. We had the up most surprise finding out we were pregnant with baby number 3.i just had cervical cancer and had surgery end if January was in birth control so surprise
Long story short my so of almost 12yrs wanted to seperate (for an ex hs gf) haven't talked in 12 yrs then oh hey let's run away. Anyway shit got real then all a sudden he wanted to stay, go to therapy see a psychiatrist. In all this he's been bottling things for years and sounds like he has some pretty bad mental health issues. Its been hard. 3 kids, this, the betrayal. (Nothing happened between them two) but my trust everything gone. The words that had burned. My kids have been my rock but damn!