so upset

My period came today it was five days late and my hopes were up . And I also found out my sister in law is pregnant apparently my husband has known for a while but didn't know how to bring it up.  It's been officially 6 months of tcc after our miscarriage my GM at work eis going on marterniy leave in three weeks and my sister in laws sisters baby shower is in one month only one week before what was supposed to be my due date. I am having a hard time being happy for anyone and I hate that I feel this way. I swear my Facebook feed is only full of pregnant women and I don't know how to handle it. Thanks for letting me vent ladies.