The day before Mother's Day 2016 I found out I was pregnant

The day before Mother's Day 2016 I found out I was pregnant. My boyfriend at the time and I had only been together for 4 months and we had discussed that we did not want more children (we both have daughters from a previous marriage). However once the shock wore off we were elated. Other than some anxiety the pregnancy was perfect. We were having a boy a first for both of us!!! But our joy was taken from us October 12, 2016 when after hours of not feeling my little ninja kicking we learned that his heart had stopped. I was induced that afternoon and delivered our sleeping angel October 14, 2016 at 2:07pm. Jakob Angelo weighed 2lbs 1oz and was 15.25" long. He was perfect and beautiful. All the labs and pathology reports came back negative. We will never know why we lost our boy. Flash forward to now. It's been 4 months since saying hello and good bye. My now fiancé and I are pregnant with what we hope will be our rainbow baby! We are scared but mostly just excited to be having our second child together.