getting my life back & feeling like I'll never have a day off
Now I'm dealing with my depression a day at a time and I am going about getting counselling to get over my marriage failing cause my husband is abusive and I had to leave
Around the time I gave birth to my son Jacob , my husband turned up from America and I refused to let him see our baby and for good reason but following that I did have moments of guilt but I knew I was doing the right thing.
I knew that even if we were a good couple my anxiety would still play up in public with having the baby there and my husband wouldn't of been supportive and instead made it worse like he did when i was pregnant
Atm I am too tired and busy with looking after my newborn as a single mum to really sit there and realise that my life has basically gone. Only in the aspect that everything I would normally do has changed. It's little things like needing to go to town I can't nip out to the shop I need to prep the changing bag and take Jacob with me in the pram
I just dread him ever crying in public causing attention making my anxiety worsen
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