I needed to vent about some dumb shit.

I honestly just need to vent.. no one has to pay me any mind, I just need to type it out & express it. I'm so tired of struggling through life, I been on my.own since I was 15 & 2 years later I still have no one to vent to, talk to or even be loved by & honestly admired for who you really are, not what you have. As a former prostitute I also feel disgusting, being taken advantage of is probably the most low-self respecting thing ever, & now I have to live with the emotional bond I had, ripped away from me because of my actions. I'm not even in the position to even be having a baby, what am I doing??!!