The struggle is REAL...

Br
To test or not to test?
I have weird abnormal periods, I never know when they will show up. AF was ALWAYS on time until I had my second child almost 3 years ago. And of course any time I take a test to see if maybe I'm pregnant again, AF is always there right after. 
I am 4 days late, I want to test because I wouldn't mind being pregnant, and I just don't want to deal with AF and so I figure if I don't test, it won't come?😂 but then I want to know.
I don't think I have any other symptoms though so I think I will just wait. But man.. the struggle is real.