Any negatives? 😞

I am beyond devastated.. we have been actively TTC for 3 months.. & nothing.. I was supposed to get my period in 2 days but glow said to go ahead and take the test, nothing. Negative. I feel like being a mother is the one thing I need in life, I want to be like my mother, like my sisters, like my grandmother, I just feel so sad, so stressed.. I feel even worse because my husband hurts, I can see it in his eyes.. I just need some encouragement some words of advice.. I feel so broken and out of place..