Please help.....

Lora • TTC May 2016. Hoping soon! ❤️
I thought I saw a faint line again this morning so I let my test dry completely and dropped some water in my test to wash away the urine. I know I'm not supposed to look at it past the time frame and I know resaturating the test probably isn't good either but i just can help myself. I want my first baby so bad. 😭😭 
This morning. 
Tonight.