Rape victim needs advice

Ok y'all I know this is a tough topic to talk about and idk if you even talk about it on here cause I'm new BUUUUT I was raped at the beginning of the fall semester at my college and ever since then I just want to party and get drunk and if I'm not out partying I'm sitting in my room crying. I haven't talked to anyone about this and I've just been letting it build up over time. I just wanna know if anyone has gone trough something similar and has any advice for me? Thanks!!