For the moms

Okay so let me start by saying I'm 19 and had my son March of last year ( almost a year ago) it was an emergency csection so recovery was extremely hard It took me over a month to be able to walk on my own without the help of a wall or another person holding me. I did get a keloid scar (those big puffy ugly scars) and every time I have sex we have to go really slow because it just hurts allot like if he hits my pelvis kinda pain but it's always that pain. And before having my child I loved rough sex I just wanted t all the time. And now it has gotten to the point where I just hate it I don't want to have sex because I'm afraid it will hurt. He's very gently and patient he will go slow and make sure I'm fine but my question is have any of you expirencied this and does it go away ?