My husband and I have been trying to conceive for a few years with no luck. I recently went to my OB/GYN for help only to find out there was a massive tumor in my uterus. I found out on Wednesday that this tumor was a direct result of uterine cancer. Treatment begins on Monday and involves a complete hysterectomy. I won't ever be able to have babies of my own. I've not been this devastated in my life, and the constant reminders from Glow are making the hole in my heart grow more and more.

I wish all of you ladies the best. I hope your families grow tremendously and I hope, for all of those rainbow babies you are so desperately reaching for, they come with ease. You all have been so wonderful to me on my journey and I'm sad that it has to end here.