life as and emotional person

I'm a very emotional person, my boyfriend and I hang out every weekend we have in the past year and a half, this weekend he finally says he just wants to have some time to himself and the guys l. I understand, but the badger like we always spend every weekend together not like kind of heartbreaking because I feel like it's my fault that he doesn't want to hang out with me. And so I took it to heart and I don't want to tell him that like I'm kind of hurt by it but I actually am like we haven't really hung out since Valentine's Day and I didn't want to do is snuggle up and watch the damn movie. Am I overthinking it? Or as my emotions getting the best of me?