Im in alot of pain, my back and sides are killing me and my stomach hasnt been the same. But to be hinest, i feel alot better about life. Maybe its the tons of new meds but i needed people to know i think. I needed someone to talk to and after almost dying you start to realize that theres nothing to lose when you talk to someone. It's alot of work to be sad and depressed. So if you know someone that is going through their hard time dont be afraid. They need someone i can guarantee it.