Idk why I'm letting everyone put so much pressure on me to get pregnant . I've been trying for 5 months . & today I got my period I cried my eyes out in the car, I'm too embarrassed to tell my BF. & tomorrow I have a fertility test & now I can't go & idk why I'm so upset if Ik I can reschedule . Trying to get pregnant is stressing me out & I feel mysef getting into depression. I just wanna give my BF the baby he's been wanting. 😪😪💔