Post Pregnancy Boobs..

I think that's been the worst thing. I love my daughter but... the whole process has really taken a toll and I feel horrible about myself. I had 10DD's that I could tolerate....now I have 14G's that literally are flat pancakes that hang halfway down my stomach. I can't even run on the treadmill, they hurt cause they're so big and heavy. And my aereola are HUGE ...and this is them after they've gone back to normal....does anyone else hate their boobs now.....????? Partner suggested a breast reduction but we don't have that kind of money...