Bc pill cycles after stopping?? HELP.

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I was on bc for 16yrs stopped end of November. My first cycle was 44days. I'm on my second cycle and it's now cd41. I'm trying for #1. I wanna test but I don't wanna be disappointed. Has anyone after bc had a longer 2nd cycle than the 1st??? I've been feeling light headed and have had cramps since 4dpo like af is coming and hasn't come. today my breast are starting to hurt which never happens. Is this just my body after bc.