not sure if I'm happy or ..

I'd say a little stressed , my sons only 8 and a half months old , I'm 23, and I'm pregnant again ??? Crap! Wtf I was on birth control !!! I know I'll come around and be happy but right now I'm just feeling kinda stressed and sad for my son 😩 he loves me so much and I can't imagine how he's gonna feel when he has to share 😩😓 ugh  I don't even really wanna tell anyone in my family till I'm like 5-6 months their all gonna have so much to say 🙄 but then their gonna be even madder if I do that ugh