Feeling down I know AF is coming

Jennifer • Baby #2
I know everyone in the Glow community keeps saying to stay positive and if your negative about getting pregnant then it will never happen. But I'm 5 dpo and I just know AF is coming and preparing for the BFN. I know it's been 3 months ttc but I feel like it's not going to happen for a while. I know I'm being negative but I can't help it! I'm getting pms symptoms as usual. I'm having cramps/bloating and my nipples are itchy and a little sore. I'm very fatigue and have more acne this month. I took a test even thought its still early and it was negative. It's taking a toll on my relationship with my husband because I'm so irritable since it's not happening. I just feel at a lose. I just want our bundle of joy. I'm a worry ward and can be very negative at most times. I'll try to be more positive but today I'm just not feeling it. Sigh