Alone

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I feel so alone and depressed. I know I should be happy about my pregnancy but I had a miscarriage before and I don't want to get to excited till I know my baby it's bigger. I have no one here and the people I know have just stopped talking to me. I don't want to feel like this and I don't know what to do. My baby's dad it's not with me and he never answered my messages when I told him I was pregnant. It's ok I don't feel like we need anything from him but I never thought he was going to react that way when we both knew what we were doing. I have no one by my side and I can't help it but to feel alone even though I have my sisters and parents.