husband isn't ready 😞

My husband is sooo back and forth about kids. It stems down to him being depressed, and I have hopes of it improving soon, with spring coming. Obviously, if he isn't in a good place children right now wouldn't be a good idea. Buuuuut, waiting is so hard! If I left it up to him, we would never have kids. My baby fever is intense. Anyone else?! 😭