Urgh I need to vent. I'm 5dp5dt fet cycle, tested today got a bfn. I know I know it could still be too early but I highly doubt it since most people get a squinter at least by this time. This will be my 3rd failed transfer in the last 7months. I'm so beyond done. Blocked tubes was supposed to be my only issue, but as we get further and further down the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> road it's starting to become more apparent it's more than that.. I honestly don't know how to keep going, we still have 5 in the freezer, yes I know that's more than some, its just where do we draw the line? Do I keep going on one more round, one more might work, dont know if we dont try... i just don't know how many 'what ifs' or 'maybes' I can go on.

THIS.IS.SO.DRAINING

Can I ask how many rounds it took some of you to get pregnant, is more than 3 normal? Should I push for more tests? Our doctor tells us we're still well within the statistics.. blah blah blah. Urgh.

I just don't know how many of these I can take, every month getting our hopes up, praying for a second line on these tests and nothing, it is so heart wrenching. And not to mention the cost, omg the cost, not that it's important and I would spend any amount needed to get a baby, its just i hope it's not all in vain...

God, us infertile girls/guys most be some of the strongest people on the planet to be willing to put ourselves through this day in day out. It truly is the most physically, emotionally, financially challenging thing one would have to go through. Kudos to us!

Thanks for taking the time to read my rant 💕