4 weeks + 3 days + terrified

Ashley
Had a chemical pregnancy back in October. We had already to both sets of parents because we were so excited, then bleeding came a few days later. I am now 4 weeks pregnant and scared of every movement. Every sneeze, cough, yawn, stretch, everything! I'm so scared I'll do something to mess this up. I want he/she to stick so badly. I've been praying a lot. But it's just so hard to stop my mind from going crazy and being scared. I still have a while to go before we're out of the risky time, but even then I know I'll be worried because people have last miscarriages and still births all the time. I don't really know what I'm looking for, I guess I just wanted to vent. I just want to badly to be excited.