I Need To Be Satisfied

Shayla • Mommy to 2 angels 👼 •Mommy to Myah 🌈 👑 👶 Divorced once. Happy Again 👨‍👩‍👧
My boyfriend is such a sweetheart and I love him to the moon and back. But I'm a kinky girl in bed. I LOVE BDSM and would do just about anything to get him to see that it's what I want. He won't touch me in that way. I can't orgasm and being hurt during sex helps my hormones calm down. I don't know what to do. The sex is shitty and I just wanna feel pleasure!!!