I am 10weeks 3 days. . I am beyond stressed out. My doctors both Pain management and ob tell me everything should be fine. I am on Oxycodone immediate release tabs. I'm suposed to take them 3 times a day. I am cutting them in half's and only taking half when I'm dieing from my chronic pain. I have bad health issues that requires pain meds. My pain management stoped the muscle relaxers I was taking witch were somas but that's when I found out I was pregnant at 4 weeks. So for 4 weeks I was on it. I am scared that somthing could happen to my baby. I tried stopping my pain meds and I ended up in the hospital and almost miscarried from my body going through with draws. My doctors agreed to tie my tubes after the baby is born because my heath issues. I think every day and every night that if my baby is born with any problems then I will never forgive myself. The doctors said they will put me on bed rest in my third trimester and help wing me off of my pain meds so that the baby isn't born with any withdraws. I already have cut back on my meds like I said I don't take the whole pill cause it's 15mg and it's so strong that I throw up after. And I push myself as far as I can go till I'm almost not able to move before I take a half of pill. Due to this I have been struggling with major migraine for 3 weeks now. I have a small tumor that is not cancer but the tress and pain I'm going threw is putting extra pressure on my brain. I try to take as much suffering as I can before I have tk taken pain meds but I can't help to think that I'm hurting my baby. My doctors told me that everything should be ok. For some reason I can't help to think it's not. I have talked to two other moms that were on pain meds and their babies are perfectly healthy. But I'm still terrified.

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