I'm in love with my bestfriend. He's been my best friend for 4 years. And he's always been there for me thru everything. And recently I've realized I am completely. Utterly. I love with him. But... he's in love with someone else. And I wanna be upset but he's happy. And I want him to be happy. He doesn't know. That I love him. I don't think I could tell him either. But. Seeing him love someone else is so conflicting. I'm so happy he's happy with her. But I want him to be happy with me....