This is kinda like a confession/advice type deal 

But I'm still a virgin and it's mainly for the reason that I'm too afraid. It sounds pretty childish I suppose but I'm not sure what to expect from it. I don't want it to seem incredibly awkward and all the first time my boyfriend and I do have sex (and that day is coming, because there's so much tension between us) as well as how to take care of my lady parts properly afterwards.