I received my free breast pump from my insurance and just looking at it gives me anxiety lol so I went out today and bought a handheld pump for $30. My daughter is only 10 days old but my mother in law would like to watch her this Friday when I go for my list partum checkup. So far my daughter has been a pro at latching and feeding but I'm just starting to feel a little overwhelmed by constantly being her only source of food. And having formula fed my first baby 7 years ago I miss being able to just bottle feed and not have to be discreet as I whip my nipple out lol. Is it bad that I may prefer bottle feeding? I haven't even tried pumping yet but I'm just excited about the opportunity to not have to disrobe every time I want to feed my child.