positive or Negative?

Kayla
I know this is going to sound crazy but I am going through a miscarriage and just DONT want to wait another two weeks for my doctor to do what I can do myself... SO, I took a pregnancy test and I'm hoping it's negative because then I can move on from this miscarriage and start over.
Doctor wants my numbers at zero(home/urine pregnancy test at negative) before my husband and I start trying again. 
Also, I don't want to pay $25 for a copay for something that I am able to do myself at home.(Urine test in doctors office to see if it's negative).
With all that being said. I wasn't able to save them as inverted colors BUT... it looks negative to me. What do you guys think?😬