officially broke up with my hubby

I'm so sad, so my husband broke up with me today. And I'm completely devastated. I'm living with my parents and they're helping me of course. But knowing the fact the love of my life left me is so hard. I'm 4 months and he told me I don't love him. I kept telling him I love him but he kept telling me to stop. I'm trying to keep my mind off of completely breaking down In front of everyone.  I just don't know how to feel. I just want to cry and hug my mom but I know she's sad I'm in this situation. I don't know what to do. I feel I'm begging him at this point by telling him I love him. How do I move on from this, how do I adjust to a life without him. I know he'll be in the baby's life. But not having his company is what's killing me. I love him so much. I'm sorry for the rant I just felt I had to get off my chest.