Am I crazy I want to be pregnant

Kayso let me start this off by saying I would never do something to intentionally get pregnant behind my boyfriends back.

We are not currently trying to conceive but we aren't exactly as careful as we could be lol. And if we were to have a little accident and it caused me to be pregnant I would be so happy lol.

But anyways he pulls out for the most part and that's as far as our birth control routine goes. And every month when I am expecting my period soon I get these thoughts like "maybe he dripped a little and made a baby" 😂

Sometimes I feel like this makes me a nutcase