Just alittle

It could just be me but I'm 8wks as of today I've have 1ectopic&2mc's I'm excited about this pregnancy BC things seem to go in the right direction but I refuse to live in fear even tho it plays n the back of my head or not love on my little rainbow baby BC I'm scared I'll lose it.scared to go out as in to the park exercise etc I had to get a grip and doing much better with me and baby love on your baby even if it's for a little while or lifetime