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Brittany
My period has always been 28 days since I was 11 my period because abnormal on oct 2016 and last time I ever took birth control was April of 2016 I have been trying for a baby very long time since June of 2016 and  deep down in my heart I feel I can't have kids and since my periods have been weird since oct I expericance pain and nov spotted dec spotted bleed once now Jan 2017 missed period 4 days thinking omg and Im pregnant turn out not and spotted light then bleed once now from Jan to feb my period is 31 days and for the last two days spotting very light barley see it on n off  n today is my period day 31 days from the last one and spotting like this a pic below and I just feel like my period is stoping on me  and I realise my boobs hurts 2 week prior just the nips and I brake out really bad with boils that just bleed from between my legs and my face brakes out for 2 weeks straight also then my boobs hurt on the following week and I'm bloated and boobs r mad sore when it's going to arrive and these changes has been like this for two months since I miss my period 4 days late they hurt till it came and I just spot and I don't really bleed and I'm very emotional n mean and very tired and I took a pregnancy test negative but the drs don't no what's going on with me I don't have a infection or anything and there still trying to firgure it out I have less then 3 months to be pregnancy or I go to a specialist .